Things I gather from Dr Frankl.
1) I’m a neurotic
Already been told that…when the looooover of a former friend of mine asked her for a threesome and she started to name her friends to see the options. “M, wouldn’t do it…” She named a few others and then added me with the following phrase: “I said your name but you are too neurotic to have a threesome with”.
I was offended, terribly offended - I would have been amazing in a threesome! Ok, let me rephrase that: I don’t do threesomes, one night stands and no sex in sleazy motels.
2) My disease is called: Pan-Determinism. Great, what am I going to do with it?
Clarification: I’m self diagnosing. Former hobby: reading psychology dictionaries (My inner quinceañera is jumping with joy)
Lauryn Hill - Motives and Thoughts
Modern day trickery is all you’ve been fed
Small Words to Talk Myself Out of Silly Things
As impulsive as wanting a word with a stranger:
To rush over those words with no guilt,
To win a smile…
Rewarding as a share tear.
As chaotic as love at first side:
The permission to let yourself go at contact,
To see oneself loving the other;
Devoted to the imperfection of such love.
As seduction becomes a reason to live:
No questions as life gains sense,
And, no question, life has sense.
As craving for attention seems so hollow,
I pray, I pray for a love not borrowed.
That’s all I know,
That’s all I do,
To stay earthly bounded;
For my time and my being.